Next time I start to develop a crush on someone please just punch me in the face instead
i panic a little when i see posts with a lot of notes that i don’t understand
there’s nothing more satisfying than being an asshole in mario kart
enjoy the little things.. i am very mad still about how we ended but dont get me wrong … there are things about you i will always love… most nights i wish at some point i could just see you dimpled smile again … sometimes i can almost feel your hands on my waist .. and i miss you more than anything … i know we can’t get back together .. but im comfortable knowing that i got to love such an amazing person .. and how no one except you made me feel like that up to this point .. i hope we can both find happiness like those moments in our lives … what you did hurt but it won’t last forever … what will last are those fantastic memories of being in love and there are some truly unforgettable memories about you …and of course about us … you really were my first love … you taught me so much and for that im forever grateful … it kills me to never know how you felt about me .. or if i ever taught you anything .. you said that “i forced you to be a better person” … i wonder if you really meant that or if you resented me for it … life is so complicated .. and strange and wonderful all at the same time .. and i think it’s amazing that it goes unoticed .. until it’s gone .. that’s when we really cherish what we had in our lives … i hope you have a great night .. if you’re even still reading this … i figured i’d keep it written down anyways i mean it is my blog and i can write whatever i want in it … so if it bothers anyone … i guess i really dont care … but i hope you do see this .. and i really do hope with all my heart that it makes the pain of all this .. a little easier ..
My mother literally always has a stick up her ass about something whether it’s money booze working out too much being too fat hanging out with friends not hanging out with friends it’s like sometimes pick a fucking moment to be happy seriously in your life are you seriously gonna be a sarcastic narcissistic asshole your whole life ? Fucking hell. I’m gonna go read :(